Thursday, March 31, 2011
I use to have a crush on I-20 when the whole Ludacris “DTP” crew was relevant.
Don’t even ask me what they are doing now because it certainly isn’t rapping.
I think the first time I saw him was in Move Bitch video.
His voice was so sexy, raw, and aggressive.
I was open.
Well I would definitely be up for his look alike.
Wherever he lives in the Concrete Jungle…
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
So in order to get this:
…was puttin it down on this:
Maybe I am in the wrong business…
Monday, March 28, 2011
Before you is something I am sure you are not ready for.
I mean I wasn’t ready for it either.
Wolves, Foxes, and Vixens….
PREPARE YOURSELF FOR CIARA IN “SUPER SIZE HD”…
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Saturday, March 26, 2011
I close my eyes and I open them to what I so uniquely imagine….
I am sitting in a restaurant.
I’m in a black booth with red leather seats.
It is shaped like a dysfunctional cupcake.
I am far in the back.
I’m not the type to be all in the front.
That is where it is easy access for everyone to bother and stare at me.
I despise people staring at me.
I am in a special VIP seating where only the big ballers pay.
I was one of those big ballers at last….
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
What a small world this is.
You can’t fuck someone without them knowing someone who knows someone.
This lifestyle had to be so tiny.
So I met up with a Wolf of mine who has been tryna lasso me for quite some time.
He is short, pudgy, and not my speed – BUT, he is still a friend.
We will call him PR since he does public relations for a major publication.
PR asked me to come with him to a Happy Hour’s spot after work.
I agreed since it was a beautiful day in the Concrete Forest.
When I got to the spot, he waved me down from where he was at the bar.
When I walked up to him, to my surprise, he was with someone.
When dude turned around……………
…. it was a dude I have mentioned before.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
I just read an amazing entry from one of my loyal Foxes, So Vain 1.
READ ENTRY HERE.
It left me sorta speechless, angry, confused, and content all in one breath.
I love someone who can do that to me.
Means you are more than just a pretty face.
But, that entry got me to thinking about my own issues within The Concrete Forest.
Things I have gone through in my privacy.
Thoughts that I have had in my own confused mind.
Look I’m not trying to be full of myself (well a little never hurt),
but let me run down my resume…
Monday, March 14, 2011
Sunday, March 13, 2011
This is a story for my Foxes out here.
When someone shows you their insecurities,
either by shunning you OR treating you like shit for no reason,
just know there is ALWAYS a reason.
No one does anything WITHOUT a reason.
Funny how KARMA is…
This was a tough week for me.
Lord KNOWS I was going through the washing machine called “The Struggle“.
But, even though I went through all the bullshit,
I still remained calm, cool, and Fox-like and just gave it all to the man above.
Therefore, making me see my blessings rather than my struggles.
Does this mean I am on my way to being in a better place?
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
Well we have been expecting you.
You finally made your appearance to the public.
Not how your owner expected for you to be seen unfortunately (i think).
I am a little late to the party, but I cum to you with a question.…
Why so glum?